There I was, sitting still, minding my own business, not expecting anything life-changing whatsoever. That’s when it happened….
In a matter of minutes, I experienced a transformation. You see, my Father began to reveal things to my heart. The very same heart that I thought was whole and healed. Many times that’s my problem – I think – I assume and presume that I know my own heart. It’s in these very times of knowing that I’ve been so wrong…
Somewhere along the way, I had allowed lies to creep in. Lies like, I’m not good enough, I’m ugly, I’m worthless, I’m unlovable…Where the lies came from, I’m not exactly sure. From the enemy? Maybe. Someone in my past? Possibly. I think a more probable source might be my very own mind. A mind that is an amazing gift from God, but as it seems, has not yet been completely perfected.
The source of the lies isn’t my point here. My point is that my Father had His own thoughts about those lies, and He had a plan to share them with me that day.
As my tears began to fall, I began to really feel the lies. I started to feel extremely worthless and ugly and unlovable. Then I closed my eyes, and my surroundings completely changed.
I was suddenly in Heaven, in the throne room, to be exact. I was quite a ways from the throne of God, but I could see it. I immediately fell on my face, in my state of utter shame. I thought, God – in all of His holiness – would not possibly allow someone like me to enter into His throne room, unless it was to sentence them to death.
And yet, there was the tiniest flicker of hope… Maybe, just maybe, He might allow me to approach Him and beg for mercy…
I very hesitantly began to lift my gaze to the throne, and I humbly dared to ask if I could come just a bit closer…
To my complete and utter astonishment, God Himself opened His arms to me, and told me to not only approach the throne, but He actually called me Child, and He wanted me to come sit on His lap – on His throne – with HIM!!!
I ran to Him, and in an instant, perfect Love had melted all my fears away, and He introduced me to the Truth…
As He scooped me up into His arms, He held me close, and He began to hug and laugh and talk with me!
He told me that I had nothing to fear, and that He had adopted me as His very own daughter, and that He was now my Dad! He told me that I was welcome to sit on His lap anytime! He told me that just like the father in the parable of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32), He had been waiting for me to turn to Him, for me to run into His waiting arms. He told me that all of this was possible because of His Son, Jesus.
“You see, you have not received a spirit that returns you to slavery, so you have nothing to fear. The Spirit you have received adopts you and welcomes you into God’s own family. That’s why we call out to Him, ‘Abba! Father!’ as we would address a loving daddy.” ~ Romans 8:15, The Voice
“Now that we know what we have—Jesus, this great High Priest with ready access to God—let’s not let it slip through our fingers. We don’t have a priest who is out of touch with our reality. He’s been through weakness and testing, experienced it all—all but the sin. So let’s walk right up to him and get what he is so ready to give. Take the mercy, accept the help.” ~ Hebrews 4:14-16, The Message
This all happened about 6 months ago…but I believe the time has come for me to begin sharing my experience with others. I want to share with you that I’m on this amazing journey of discovering Who God is and who I am in Him. He is giving me glimpses of Heaven and an awareness of Heaven around me, and changing the way that I think which changes who I am. At this point, I do not know the fullness of what is available to me, but I do know that I will know more tomorrow than I do today, and more the day after that. It’s all because of what Jesus did for me on the cross!
Jesus died so that we could be fully restored to right relationship with (God) Himself, and receive the presence of His Holy Spirit – a gift received by faith (John 3:16; Col. 1:19-20; Tit. 3:5; Eph. 2:8; Col. 2:13-15).
You see, the same God that has done all these things for me wants to the same for you, and MORE! God is so good and He’s NOT angry with you. He fiercely loves you and wants to restore you – body, soul and spirit! He offers you FREEDOM and a brand new start! The choice is yours, and yours alone.
Have you ever made Jesus the Lord and Savior of your life? Would you like to? Then simply pray this prayer and start a new life in Christ:
“Dear God, I come to You in the Name of Jesus. I admit that I am not right with You, and I want to be right with You. I ask You to forgive me of all my sins. The Bible says if I confess with my mouth that ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead, I will be saved (Rom. 10:9). I believe with my heart and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is the Lord and Savior of my life. Thank You for saving me!
In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen.”
If you prayed that prayer for the first time and meant it from your heart, then CONGRATULATIONS! You are now a brand NEW creation in Christ!!!
Friend, if you’re still not quite ready to take that step, just know that He is waiting patiently for you to come home…But don’t wait too long!!! Our time on this earth, as you well know, is short…
“…While the [lost child] was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt… [compassion] for his [child]. So the father ran to him [an undignified act for a family patriarch; evidence of his unrestrained love] and hugged and kissed him.” ~ Luke 15:20, Expanded Bible
Come to Jesus…He wants to see you free!